Friday, December 30, 2011

Who Says People Can't Work Together ?

I say it . Of course dat ain't 100% of the occasions , but it's happened a time or two .

I just see differing agendas...even in pursuing a common goal . It's important to accept the fact that we share no physical or mental element of another and therefore differences abide . These differences can be roadblocks mosttimes .

I was listening to kidd kraddick in the morning on 102.3 FM (corpus christi) and there's a segment called "confessions" where people call in then share some weight that's on their shoulders . Basically it's what they do not reveal to their loved ones for one reason or another {from "i like white guys" to "i'm gettin married to my internet soulmate"} .

It reminds me of a similar conversation in which I shared with my girlfriend something I hadn't shared earlier and subsequently lied about , but I digress.

There are many a wall built up in this life, it's a wonder we are not all carpenters . I only mean that we extinguish the progression of many things dependent on life experiences with others and our opinion of another's intent based on our knowledge / understanding of their experiences .

Only God can judge me .

I remember a friend saying/quoting dat some time back (yeah, lotta people say it).

We all feel a need for acceptance regardless the attitude . It just doesn't cut it in every situation .

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Humbuggish

Interesting how being to yourself during the holidays can seem introvert. I've always harped on being away (i.e. mississippi or louisiana) but this year took a different attitude--i'm chillin.

But now headed to austin for a couple days to be with my lady's family. Bah, humbug lol !

Should have enough going on for E Scrooge to enjoy life.

Friends without mothers.

Friends without work.

Friends in jail.

Friends sick.

Friends dead.

It's not said to make you sad ; it's only to call out what is going on. This is not a last day watch alert. It is but a flash of what you are already made aware of.

This earth has + + billion minds with that many perceptions of what life is; this from experience and understanding. I cannot take my definition as THE definition. It holds truth to me but my understanding is dependent on what God allows me to see, similar to what he [or spirits] allows me to do.

I wish for all to enjoy this holiday, as you should everyday obviously, but with kinfolk.

Time to hit the highway.

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Grits & biscuits

My mom made some biscuits and took a pic of em for me the other week . I had to change my front picture because of it . Life's little treasures include thought and action to bring satisfaction .

I used to dog these out with grits n eggs. Didn't grow up with swine in my diet but had alternates.

I wondered why wasn't a deactivate setting on here. As long as I feel the need to share it'll be here. This is to be taken thoughtfully of course .

I find myself a part of who is to say how many individuals living on this earth that knows only what it is that I am allowed to know. Regardless I have determined that what I have come to know is the way it is. Silly rabbit. Blinders are for workhorses.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Confect su'm

Now is always the best time to work on objectives. Yet time is rarely seen as an abundant resource. I've found myself deleting "try" from my vocabulary and encouraging others to avoid it as well because every step is moving you towards your goal.

Can't rewind or fast forward life. Endure and enjoy it.

Monday, November 14, 2011

Discipline - Abuse

Herrre we go again. Fresh material. More like revised.

Holiday season brings thanksgiving, gift giving, love, warmth, and then resolutions. A great many have shed the thought of realizing such hopes but it never hurts to improve.

We really have a level mind but reality gives us a different belief. Each documentable instance of our actions can be categorized in a "okay" and "not so okay" pile. We take all of the responsibility because we neglect to figure in what else could be affecting/directing these actions ... thoughts ... dreams , etc.

Our lives occupy only so much of what we consider to be a part of "existence." What is the purpose of purging yourselves when the same evil is present in many physical examples? Their is beauty in doing right, but we have got to rid ourselves of the burden of guilt when things go right.

This also goes over into blame/judgement. People are made to perform unimaginable atrocities. These same people are forced to "pay for" the crimes committed. I realize that humans have choices and are able to perform these things. I just can't eliminate the idea that we are not self-created or sustained.

Don't abuse yourself when you don't see a difference. Do better next try, understanding that you are prone to do the right thing. When trouble arises--abort.

Pay attention to how things go.

Tuesday, November 08, 2011

why so serious

I had to laugh at myself for a moment.

I'm often expressing thoughts and observations of a sincere but deep nature. Yet more important to me is to enjoy life right now and for as long as we will live.

Take that

Monday, October 17, 2011

He said what?

For the die-hard halloween types, I can remember being raised to shy away from such a pagan holiday/celebration.

At an older age I learned to agree with the protective intent, but here I am in the now.

I've heard so much of "is there a God" yet my concern is who is this devil/Satan/Lucifer that is so popular in this world? I never toyed with the "spirit realm" nor did I ever want to speak to this prince of darkness, but I gotta say that my new-found "opinion" on the unseen makes me question this entity's existence.

It only seems logical for there to be someone with the opposite motives from what we know to be pure and kind and true. People have identified unpure/unjust traits within themselves and work to rid themselves of these wrongs via humility, [self-]sacrifice, and/or asking God (or other spiritual head) to remove them.

I'll be the devil's advocate here, pun intended. Could God be so skilled as to craft documents referencing himself (Bible, Quran, Torah, etc) and yet twist elements of truth leading all who reference these words to miss something important? Could God, who had part in creating all that is with all of each creation's intricacies and abilities, possibly be fallible?

We've blanketly made a God = good ; devil = evil synopsis with nobody ever truly KNOWING what is really the goingz onz of the matter. We just know how we feel; and that becomes our reality.

One day we will KNOW. Can't regret time spent in any particular mindset--right or wrong--since what's known is not 100%.

When you read this, please ask yourself who is behind your responding emotion. The devil has no reason to defend God, would he?

As far as my "salvation" is concerned, I am far more interested in what is happening on this earth in the now. Many blessings to those whose hearts are saddened at hearing it, because I would rather have you in good cheer. Remember that it's not your battle. So be strong and happy.